Last night, as I went to my bed to sleep. random thoughts suddenly
flashed on my mind. That day was a nightmare I dont want to remember, I
had lingered with hate and pain. Running from pain is my forte and i
guess yesterday i was caught off guard. I embraced the thorns of pain
while making myself more stronger and insensitive to the pain. I wish
the ground will just open and eat me. I want to run, I want to hide from
pain but I cant. Everywhere I go, this pain has been haunting me.
I
looked up to heaven and asked Him; "Oh father, why do i need to
experience this?I was so weak I couldnt even stand up and fight for
myself, I cant do this anymore, i thought you were there for me and you
love me so much as your princess, then why is this happening?" I looked
down crying, then a gust of wind embraced me, GOD comforted me, oh how I
wish I will always be with Him at His kingdom but the world still needs
me, i must be tough and face it faithfully. I know, someday i would
live a life pain and worry free. Maybe not now, but soon when the time
is right.
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